Vanessa Maki — "nightmare girl", 2019

call me a nightmare girl
the one who twists the best things
til they break
without wanting to
or knowing so
call me a nightmare girl
not some sexy blk fantasy
not a mouth watering desire
a fuckin’ nightmare
one that wakes you up
from dead sleep
one that makes your pulse pound
makes your forehead sweat
makes your limbs limp
hoping the nightmare never returns
hoping that’s the last time
hoping that’s the only chaos that’s left
call me a nightmare girl
call me a nightmare


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